Drop the world

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kM3iD46F7TE

above you will find the link to Lil Wayne’s new song “drop the world”

as i write this I am listening to it right now. I am a huge Wayne fan. i dont know why but everything he sais(for the most part) makes sense to me. I live in a world of oppurtunity and self made success. This song in particular pushes me in another way. I am recovering from a nasty break up with my high school sweetie and it had me at the very core of my soul. the pain i was in for so long aged me…it aged my soul. I couldnt believe how it ended. i couldnt believe people that say that they love eachother so much can be so fucking nasty to eachother. Not everything was her fault, i had my moments as well, but the way it ended was nasty as fuck. I know in my heart i will never forget what she did to me. I know i will never forget how she left me.

When i listen to this song it inspires me to keep pushing. It reminds me that I am still here and I can do anything I want. me graduating and getting that job and living the life I dream of is me picking up the world and dropping it on her fucking head. I dont hate her, I just fucking have a score to settle. And I will. i know she is sitting at home in bum fucking michigan thinking that the sugar daddy she found is going to make her happy in the long run. I think she somehow thinks that makes her successful. I dare her to stand on her own two and get her own. I dare her!

her last words to me: “white trash, faggot, unsuccessful, loser…..”(the list goes on) I definetely will be seeing her again, and when the time is right…Im gonna pick the world up and drop it on her fucking head.

(Lil Wayne)
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes
Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger
Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a n*gga
But soon for a n*gga it be on, mu’f*cka
‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’f*cka
So I pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone
I know what they don’t wanna tell you
Just hope you’re heaven-sent, and you’re hell-proof
I-I walk up in the world and cut the lights off
And confidence is the stain they can’t wipe off
Huh, my word is my pride
But wisdom is bleak, and that’s a word from the wise
Served to survive, murdered and bribed
And when it got too heavy I put my burdens aside
So I could pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone (I’m gone)

(Eminem)
It hurts, but I never show this pain you’ll never know
If only you could see just how lonely and how cold
And frostbit I’ve become, my back’s against the wall
When push come to shove, I just stand up and scream “F*ck ‘em all”
Man, it feels like these walls are closing in
This roof is caving in, up it’s time to raise it then
Your days are numbered like pages in
My book of rhymes, got ‘em cookin’, boy
This crooked mind of mine got ‘em all
Shook and scared to look in my eyes
I stole that f*ckin’ clock
I took the time and I
Came up from behind
And pretty much snuck up
And butt-f*cked this game up
Better be careful when you bring my name up
F*ck this fame, that ain’t what
I came to claim but the game
Ain’t gonna be the same on the day that I leave it
But I swear one way or another I’ma make these f*ckin’ haters believe that
I swear to God, won’t spare the rod
I’m a man of my word, so your f*ckin’ heads better nod
Or I’ma f*ck around in this bitch and roast everybody
Sleep on me, that pillow is where your head’ll lie
Permanently, bitch, it’s beddy-bye
This world is my Easter egg, yeah, prepare to die
My head is swole, my confidence is up
This stage is my pedestal
I’m unstoppable, incredible-
Hulk, you’re trapped in my medicine ball
I could run circles around you so fast your f*ckin’ head’ll spin, dog
I split your cabbage and your lettuce and olives
I’ll f*ckin’
Pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
Bitch, I’ma pick the world up and I’ma drop it on your f*ckin’ head
And I could die now, Rebirth motherf*cker
Hop up in my spaceship and leave Earth, motherf*cker
I’m gone
Motherf*cker, I’m gone (I’m gone)


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