my first,,,but not my last

break ups,,,to make ups,,,u dare ask why,,,but inside the truth lies,,,delete everything you can,,,move on to the next,,,forget all the words shared,,,let fading memories become aware,,,that life support will not keep them alive,,,breathless may they become,,a new semester just started and this time no distraction can consume anymore then i will allow….surrender and start over,,,regret nothing and learn,,,mistakes are the core building blocks to learning,,,as repitition is the father,,,,giving more then i was given,,,lessons learned,,,shall i ever walk that road again?,,,,lets hope not,,,put the road blocks up and destroy all bridges,,,there is no way she can find me….again…may it die and burn alive,,,the photos may they disinegrate into nothing,,,may the Universe unfold and karma rain down,,, on that terrible girl.